the guy next door

       OMG!!! hari nie saya pegi shopping baju raya... sngad best.. plus memenat kn jgak lahh.. dh lah ramai gile org..sesak taw! anyway,nad bkn nak cite pasal pegi shopping niee.. nad nk cite pasal jiran sblah umah nad kt kL niee.. nad tk penah nmpak pown bdak laki nie sblom nie.. perrggh ! mmg handsome.. muke bdak nie sebijik mcm muke my beloved hubby.. nad nmpak bdak nie time pegi bazar dkt dgn umah tu.. skli pndang nad ingat kn daniel syg nad nie.. tngok dkat2 baru perasan org lain lupe nye.. muke die tkde lahh same sngad.. just ade sket2 je same.. bdak laki nie lagi handsome lahh dari hubby sy nie..bdak nie putih2..muke die pown muke jambu sket.. lame nad tngok die..


        pastu,bdak tu perasan nad pndang die..arrhh ! malu nyee.. kantoi plak aku dok usya die.. lame tu,,bdak laki tu tegur.. die tnye nad ddok mne,mcm2 lagi,, nad pown ape lagii senyum smpai ke telinga lahh..lame jugak borak dgn die.. then,nad nk balik..die pown same jgak..die nk hantar kn nad balik umah.. suke jgak..ade org teman..tkde lahh rase takot..nad tnjuk umah nad..skli die ckp umah die belakang umah nad je,, hehe.. dkat2,,bleh lah mlm nie usya die kn kn kn ? ngee~ gatal ! bdak laki nie sngat baik.. teringat plak kt hubby nad time borak2 dgn die..


        Daniel syg,imissyousomuchdear.. bdak laki nie sbijik mcm awk..sedih bile tngok die..awk jauh,,sy nk jmpe awk..nk pelok2 awk..nasib baik sy tk pelok mamat nie taw!geram tngok die.. nk cubit pipi die..nk ggid hidung die..terlampau rindu kn awk..lepas die hantar sy..die mntak number phone..sy bagi die..sorry sngad2..sy bkn nk usya die taw ! sy dh ade awk sorang cukup lahh.. sy nk kwn je dgn die,,sygs awk LUQMAN DANIEL!! muahhh !


       

the guys i adore the most

okayy ! skrang kite masok ke story number 2.. aku nk cite pasal dua org JEJAKA yg aku adore sngad2.. aku suke tngok mereka nie,, knape ??? ntah lahh.. die org nie handsome sngad kowt.. eceeehh ! gatal shial aku niee.. nk buat mcm mne kn..die owg nie mmg mengoda kn.. aku tk bleh tngok muke die owg nie.. rase nk ggid2 jee.. mereka nie senior aku lahh.. masing2 tua drpd aku.. and aku kenal die owg pown tk lame mne.. sorang nie aku baru kenal almost 4 years.. and sorang nie plak..die dh kenal aku lame dh..aku je yg tk kenal die..so,klu nk ikot kn sbnr nye.. kami nie sptot nye dh knal lebih 6 years.. tapi,disebabkan aku tk kenal die dri dlu lagi..jadi kami baru berkawan slme 7 month lahh.. baru je kn kn kn ?

aku nk memperkenalkan JEJAKA PERTAMA kita pada malam ini ialah MUHAMMAD AKMAL ARIFF MOHD SALLEH ! die nie senior tennis aku..kami kenal tahun 2008..die nie charming plus manja2 sket.. skrang umur die 19 tahun.. die bljar kt UITM Arau..die nie dh mcm abg aku sndiri dh.. slalu jgak tngok2 kn aku..dLu aku mmg rpt jgak dgn die,,but,lepas die habis skuLa.. aku dh jarang contact die...die pown busy dgn assignment yg blambak2 tu kn.. baru nie,aku dgn die chat kt fb..wahh ! rindu kt die..teringat plak time main tennis same2 dlu.. abang ariff ! kau sngad baik lohh !

comel kn die ?? comel lahh ! abang die pown handsome.. papa die pown handsome taw ! die pown mst lahh handsome jgak kn.. ariff !

   nOw,,kte cite pasal JEJAKA KEDUA yg aku adore sngad.. aku slalu cite pasal die kt fb nie,, tk penah tk cite pasal die.. balik2 pasal mamt nie lahh yg aku story kt bLOg aku niee.. aku suke cite pasal die. knape? sbb die lelaki pertama yg menruntuh kn tembok yg aku bina elOk2 dlm hati aku nie..die satu2 nye lelaki yg berani hancur kn sgale plan aku..ini DIA, MR.ADAM AFIEQ ZAINUDDIN !

 
nahhh ! amik kauu ! aku mmg bnyak picha adamafieq nie.. sygs shial kt die nie,, kau terlalu bermakna dlm hidup aku nie ADAMAFIEQZAINUDDIN.. sungguh aku merindui kasih sayang yg kau berikan..thanks still ade untuk nadia ! i really appreciate it.. btw,u jgn nakal2 taw ! i ggid u karang! .. miss you man ! muahhh ! <3<3<3

my ex that i love the most !

nie hah aku nk story sket psal ex2 aku.. hurmm.. nk kire kn balik kn.. ramai jgak ex aku eh.. aku pown tk sedar.. tngok2 balik2 picha mereka dlm phone baru aku perasan lahh kn.. dlm bnyak2 ex aku lahh kn.. ade 2 org je yg aku syg sngad2.. waahhh ! tu baru 2 kn,, brpe juta ntah lagi ex aku nie.. aku pown tk thu,,hehehe.. budush je.. 

     firstly,aku nk kenal kn DIA yg bernama THAQIF ABDULLAH ! mamat nie tersngat lahh handsome nye.. org die pown tersangat lahh baik !

okayy! yg second plak itu DIA,JEJAKA bernama AIMAN ! mamat nie pown handsome jugak..die nie charming org nye..suke sngad buat ayt2 jiwang die tu..

haaaa !! nie lahh mereka !! amacam ?? handsome tak ? hahaa.. bengong.. actually,aku still ade hati lagi kt die owg nie.. kami still contact.. kwn2 je skrang..masing2 dh ikowt hala tuju sndiri.. kdang2 ingat balik kenangan die owg nie..mmg sedih taw ! nk nnges pown ade.. perangai die owg nie lebih kurang je..masing nakal ! ade saje mende yg die owg nk kne kn kt aku.. geram sngad2.. penad pown ade layan karenah die owg nie.. but still,,knowing this two guys was a great experience for me.. they took care of me very well.. thank you guys ! muahhh ! <3<3<3

ya allah ! tolong lahh hamba mu nie..

ya allah ! aku benci tngok muke die kt skula... 
aku tk snggup lagi..
nk nnges pown ade thu tk !
knpe lahh kau hadir dlm hidup aku niee..
pegi lahh berambus..
sumpah aku benci ! nk snyum kt kau pown aku tk snggup dh..
hurmm..tuhan kau uji aku dgn plbgai cara..
ujian mu ini tidak snggup aku lalui..
dh bnyak kali mnde nie jadi kt aku.. mnde yg berulang bnyak kali..
aku redha.. tkpe lahh,,dh nasib aku mcm nie.. nk buat mcm mne kn..
tapi,kau tetap beri aku satu kebahgiaan..
dgn kehadiran NYA...aku mampu tersenyum kmbali..
hari2 die bagi aku smngat..
die slalu ade untuk aku..aku amat menghargai dirinya..
sesungguh nye hati nie sakit yg teramat..
tetapi dgn kehadiran nya aku tk ingat akn kskitan hati ini..
ya allah ! knpe die bgitu jauh dari aku..
knpe kau bagi aku yg jauh teramat sngad..
aku kesepian..die je tmpat aku nk luahkn sgale suka dn duka nie..
tapi aku tk mmpu nk bagi thu nya.. aku dpt rase yg die tk akn pham aku..
yg dh dekat kau buat aku nie buta.. die yg slalu ade untuk diriku ini lnsong aku tk pndang..
actually,bkn aku tk pndang 
but,hati nie takut..takut disakiti lagii..
hati ini berbelah bhgi..
antara kau dgn die ? sape ?
kau ? tk mngkin..aku akn pilih die..
walaupun pde mule nye aku tk ikhlas menerima die dlm diri ini..
tetapi,die sngad pndai mencuit isi hati nie..
ade saje kate2 manis yg dihntar mmbuat kn hati ini cair..
aku betul2 minta maaf..aku harap kau maaf kn aku..
bkn sngje aku tidak ikhlas..cume aku ragu2 aje..
risau.. dh lahhh ! cukup stkat ini.. aku dh nk nnges dh niee..
nyte ! love you ! both of you.. <3 :)



 

best friend saia

okengg ! hari nie aku nk cite pasal kawan aku sorang nie. .die nie mmg 1 kepale dgn aku. .haaa ! die nie mmg degil plus mengade2 jee..die jgak manja2 gitu. .aku update pasal die nie cuz die baru buat blog. .aku bace blog die tu. .ya allah ! penohh name aku die jual. .mmg siap lahh die. .tapi,die tk ckp jahat2 lahh. .sume baik2. .kami nie suke sngad mengedik kt skula. .biase lahh kn. .budak skula mmg suke mengedik. .aku dgn die tiap2 hari rehat same. .pegy2 mane2 pown dh dgn die. .mmg syok. .hari nie aku nk cite jugak pasal ape jadi kt skula tadi. .hehehe. tadi kt skula otak aku dgn die mmg tk betol ! .otak kte owg masok air sehhh. .kami dh mcm org gile kt skula. .dh bnyak buat dosa kt skula tadi. .budusshh nk mmpos. .tk lupe jugak. .sorang lagi kawan aku nie. .die nie tinggi gile babeng. .die jgak nakal same dgn aku. .die pown kt skula tadi tk betul. .senang cite kami bertiga nie dh mcm kembar lahh.. kembar yg gile2 plus mereng. .aku sayang gile kt die owg. .aku nie selalu jugak jadi mangsa die owg. .aku selalu sngad kne buli dgn die owg. .mereka mmg jahat. .actually,aku pown same je. .jahat jugak. .dh2,aku malas nk ckp bnyak. .karang bangge plak die owg nie.. nyampah aku !. btw,die owg nie lahh buat otak aku masok air kt skula. .hari nie mmg kami otak biru. .tkpe,esok kami insaf dh. .cukop lah hari nie bnyak buat dosa. .sekarang aku nk mprkenalkan dua orang BEST FRIEND aku nie..

 PROUDLY PRESENT: AHMAD SHAHRIZAL

 PROUDLY PRESENT:MOHAMMAD RIDZWAN

 THE THREE OF US ! <3

p/s:aku sayang korang lahhh ! muah ! masing2 mengedik ! :)

talking nonsense

here i am trying to talk nonsense during this beautiful night..the world is full of people who is IN LOVE ! well,its true..right now i'm in love.. love is just a word..love is a word people always say to express their feelings to he or she..love is what we feel in the heart..love is the word that makes our hearts melt like a liquid..what is the true meaning of LOVE ?? well,i'll tell you this..FALLING IN LOVE IS NOT FOR LOVE, FALLING IN LOVE IS TO BE LOVED BY OTHERS..

falling in love with you wasn't the plan

caring about you is not what i wanted

supporting you is not what i needed to do
helping you is not like i have to
but, loving you was my own choice
even we are far away from each other
i felt your love 
i hear your voice
i hear your breath
i hear your heart beating 
i hear you whispering to my ears
i can see everything clearly

my life was going smoothly before..but,suddenly you came barging into my life without a warning..you turn it up side down..you ruined my PLAN ! you ruined everything i've work for.. you changed me into someone else.. someone i don't even knew..at first,i HATE you for doing that.. i never loved you when we first started our relationship..but then,you started text me rarely... i was losing my mind..i searched for you in my heart and dreams..that's when i notice i'm in love with you..but,i was confuse..i keep thinking weather you loved me or not.. started from that moment i keep missing you..

you are my superhero !

you promise that you would protect me

you promise that you'll stay by my side

you promise that you won't leave me alone

you promise that you'll love me forever 
because of that

you are my EVERYTHING

you are my SUPERMAN

you are the ONLY HIM

i wanna tell you the reason why i choose our favourite song..its because i used to smile all the time before..but something happen..and because of that i never smile like i used too..you know what,,you change that.. you change everything..meeting you was the best thing ever..right now,when i'm with you..i keep laughing,i'm being so shy..but,the most important is i SMILE again..reading every text messages you sent to me is now my hobby..i keep reading back your text over and over again..i'm not even bored doing that..you make my heart heart ached again..you make me becoming crazy again..you make me falling in love again.. and also,you make me SMLIE again..you SMILE i SMILE ! :)

 you are my SUNSHINE that brighten my days

you are my ROSES that blooms at night

you are my BUTTERFLY that flies with me

you are my LIGHT that appears in the dark

you are my ROCK STAR that rocks my world !

p/s:For is was not into my ears you whispered,but into my heart,it was not my lips you kissed,but my soul.. ILOVEYOU ! luqmandaniel <3<3

 

  

   

HARI KOPERASI plus REPORT CARD DAY ;)

I JUST WOKE UP ! okay,,today my school held two events at one time. first,REPORT CARD DAY ! argghh ! so not fun at all..second was the best event ever.. HARI KOPERASI ! waaaa !! sukesukesuke,, ngee~ actually,hari nie aku tk nk pegy skula.. but,kawan aku nie ajak pegy jugak..sO,what to do..kne lahh pegy jugak..

          

around 9 morning tadi,

starts parents check report card kami..

agak2 parents aku dtg tk ??

hehe,,mmg tak ahh kn..

aku tk ckp kt parents aku die owg kne dtg skula..

tak suka lahh..

eh2,,silap,bkn tak suka..

just malas nk dgr ceramah free nnt..

ade jgak buat serabot kpale aku dgr ceramah..

kelas aku mcm ape je,,tk tersusun lansong..

kelas dh tunggang langgang..

budushh je,,budak2 kelas aku nie,,semua nye PEMALAS!

perrggh ! lupe nk ckp,,mase parents check report card tu,

bpak takot siaL! habis2 budak2 kelas,,

semua benda yg kte owg buat ckg kelas kte owg cite kt parents..

yg paling kesian nye kawan aku syafiq nie..

dpt ceramah free doee..

yg lain plak,ckg bukak cite pasal boyfriend and girlfriend..

ya allah! mmg kesian..tu lahh,,sape sowh berCINTA dgn budak skula..

kn dh kantoii dgn ckg..

nasib baik lahh parents aku tk dtg..

ade jgak ckg bukak cite aku slalu sngad tido dlm kelas..

aku ddok dlm kelas tu kjap je..

busan kowt,,so aku pergi round 1 skula..

aku tk ddok lame dlm kelas,

so,aku tk thu cite slnjut nye ape jadi time check report card..

nOw,part yg best niee..

hari jugak hari koperasi,

of course lahh,byk club2 kt skula nie bukak booth,,

mmg syok lahh,,

there's so many food and drinks..

aku pegy lepak kt booth english club..

best shiot,,ade muizz,fahmy,ameer,agus,rmai lagi lahh.

aku ddok sebok mnyemak kt situ,,

tak lupe jgak,kami taking2 picture..

after,that famy blnje ice-cream,,

sedaapp boohhh! dh lame tk mkan ice-cream..

then,aku pegy jln2 dgn ENCIK FAHMY PITT,,

busan kn..saje jelahh round kt block from 2..

after that,kami pegy balik kt booth,,

aku lepak kt sane smpay balik,,

lnsong tk masuk kelas dh,hehe,,

ddok kt english booth mmg syok,,

aku ddok berstory telling plak dgn azka a.k.a kaka and agus,,

syokk bhaii,,cite pasal gf die lahh,,

mcm2 betull..

dh nk balik tu,,aku story telling dgn MR MU'IZZ NAKADNA plak..

best tauu,,mcm2 muizz cite,,

suke sngad story2 dgn die..Mu'izz mmg baik..

lepas nie,mmg nk share2 story dgn muizz lagi lahh..

muizz sorry sblom nie nadia penah slh sngke dgn muizz ehh,,

bkn ape,,nmpak gaye muizz mcm tu,,

so,nadia pown pk lain lahh..

the truth is you are so damn nice..

thank you tau share story dgn nadia..

i promise you i'll keep it a secret..

its only between you and me..

sudaahh2..actually,bnyak lagi happen sbnr nye,,tapi malas lahh plak nk story pnjang lebar niee..sket2 sudaah lahh..tangan nie dh sket..eeeeeehh! nie huh nk msok kn sket pichA2 hari nieee..

 proudly present:me and angah a.k.a shahrizal

 proudly present:MR.MU'IZZ NAKADNA,MYRA FAEZAH AND ME

 proudly present:THE CRAZY GIRLS

 proudly present:LOVELY STUDENT FROM 3R (my classmates)

 proudly present:AIDA KECIK,PIEQA,AIDA MYRA,ME AND RIDZWAN

PROUDLY PRESENT:KAMI BUDAK BAIK(myra,mu'izz,fahmy and me)

LOVEYOUALLSODAMNMUCH <3